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1. When I walk into CVS, I know exactly where to find the band-aids. Four years of tearing yourself open and you get used to dragging yourself into your nearest drugstore with blood dripping down your sleeve while the employees pretend not to notice and smile at the wall behind you when they ring you up.

2. Swollen lips and sweaty “I love you’s” can make you feel again but god I don’t want to feel anything if it means having to sit there with my throat on fire while my ribs crack and splinter every part of my fucking body when he stops calling back.

3. I told my mother I wanted to fall in love and she told me she would start planning my funeral.

4. Words get trapped inside my chest and their edges cut into my heart. I wish I could just tell you how much I fucking miss you. I can’t stop bleeding.

5. My father always told me not to love someone with all of me because they’ll slam the door one night and forget to come home and they will take every fiber of my galactic being and leave me with nothing but the darkness in-between the stars.

6. There are plenty of ways to kill yourself, stick a gun to the back of your throat, fall asleep in the garage with the car on, jump into a river and let the rock in your chest where your heart used to be drag you to the bottom, smoke too many cigarettes, bleed yourself dry. I think the most effective way is kissing someone who’s name you will never be able to say without shaking.

7. You don’t drown in the ocean. You just become part of it. Your hair dissolves into waves, your lips turn to salt, your eyes melt into the sea. They say that drowning is peaceful but when I fell into you water rushed into my ribcage it was just a lot of choking and burning and thrashing and darkness.

8. When I told you I wanted you to fuck me I didn’t mean fuck me over.

9. Maybe you should come over. Maybe I should change the locks. I think I love you again.

10. I quit smoking because you could stop my hands from shaking just as well as a pack of cheap cigarettes but you rot my insides even worse.

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My parents keep asking why I haven’t gotten out of bed in two weeks  (via extrasad)

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somethingaboutshane:
“guitarsandcontrabandx:
“hersheywrites:
“sockhopsandsodaparlors:
“SLAMS REBLOG BUTTON
”
*rushed to hospital with 8th degree burns from spilling this tea on myself*
”
OOP
”
ZAMM SHE IS RIGHT THO. 🐸☕️
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somethingaboutshane:

guitarsandcontrabandx:

hersheywrites:

sockhopsandsodaparlors:

SLAMS REBLOG BUTTON

*rushed to hospital with 8th degree burns from spilling this tea on myself*

OOP

ZAMM SHE IS RIGHT THO. 🐸☕️

(via behavingisoverrated)

mostlygreenday:

your tumblr is one of those things that you want everyone to see but at the same time you never want to show it to anyone

(via deathisafantasy)

partyhardees:

oceane-water:

empresspinto:

hey guys, hope your skin is clear and you get a text from someone you like real soon.

also that your lunch tastes good, you find twenty dollars on the ground, and that thing coming up that you were dreading turns out not so bad

Passing this good karma

I reblogged this 3 days ago and my skin got clear and I got a message from a guy who refers to me as queen yesterday. Good karma vibes all around.

(via the-sad-boy)

hiddlesherethereeverywhere:

villarrr:

haveigonetoofar:

citymod:

gets me every damn time

regardless of your opinion on Lady Gaga and her music. This is pretty amazing shes achieving her dream.

My favorite

This is one of the most important things I’ve seen on Tumblr in a while. Fucking imagine that moment for her. Seriously. That’s her fucking dream. 

(via kushandwizdom)

flomation:

caught-up-in-a-crossfire:

flomation:

SOMETHING AMAZING HAPPENED TODAY

Where is this guy i wanna find him and get one of these if at all possible

She’s was just a random artist in New York and was just sitting by her booth thing and I was like OMG DAD STOP I SAW SOMEONE ELSE DO THIS THING ON TUMBLR AND I WANT TO GET ONE OF THE THINGS

(via ihatethatidonthateyou)

read it could save you

grubtier:

nipity:

nikon-tropical:

pr4isinqwifi:

sparklesandshinee:

bloqqingtbh:

I don’t know if this post has been made yet but I just want to warn everybody that if someone stops you in a parking lot and asks you if you’re interested in some perfume and hands you a paper to smell, PLEASE DON’T SMELL IT.

i repeat, DON’T SMELL IT.

Apparently the sample papers are being laced with a drug to knock you out. Please signal boost this. It can save someone’s life!

IMPORTANT

please repost to save people idc if “its not my blog type” jUST DO IT

Super important please repost

Who the fuck would actually be stupid enough to smell it though????

some people have anxiety triggered impulses to execute tasks suggested by strangers, and will not properly think theirs actions through unless they have been told what to do beforehand

plus, some people are more gullible than others but that doesn’t make them stupid. they just don’t know any better. it’s not like these kind of drugs are talked about anyway, most people learn about their existence watching detective shows

(via ihatethatidonthateyou)

lonely-milk-carton:

play this at my wedding or funeral I don’t care where but just plAY IT

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